Help

tODAY IS GOING TO BE TOUGH FOR ME. i AM TRYING TO STOP DRINKING and New Orleans is playing Pheonix I really want to sit down with a cold beer and watch the game. I feel so alone, I am alone I have no one to talk to or confide in, no one to give me support. I really need to stop drinking, I am 49 years old I do not want to be an alcoholic , even though I only drink a couple times a week It makes me feel awful the next day I really dont think that I can face another hangover but the urge is so strong even knowing that i will wake up mean and irratated